Beauty <3

I was once asked "What does it mean to have a meaningful life?", to me in order to have a meaningful life, you'd have to be genuinely happy. What I want most is happiness. I don't care about having a job that pays extra well, or having tons of money, living in a mansion. I crave happiness, nothing more nothing less. After high school I want to move to a beautiful place surrounded by a beautiful environment and beautiful people with beautiful souls. I don't wan't to be in this town because everyone is ugly on the inside. I know it's super cliche to say it's what's on the inside that counts, but those are facts. If you're ugly on the inside, I have no choice but to deem you ugly on the outside as well. All the people I am surrounded by right now, are negative. That's why I closed off my friend group ,to literally one person. She is beautiful and kind, and she knows who she is. She is the only person I can see in my life after high school. Weird thing is, i'm not sure what she is yet. We haven't met yet but have been best friends for going on 4 years now, once I meet her, then i'll be able to say whether she's a norm or an alien. But most importantly l want to be beautiful. I don't think i'm all the way there yet but i'm working on it. Once I become beautiful and i'm surrounded by only beautiful things, then I can create miracles. Little beautiful brown babies, I will teach my future kids how to be beautiful, and they will teach there kids the same, and so on and so forth. I am ending the cycle of negative depression in my family, and I will start something new, where my generation lives beautifully.